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Trying…..

April 8, 2007

Here he goes again…i tried so hard not to text Mr. OR the whole saturday morning, but i got a text msg from him at 7pm just a plain "Hello" …….to dry isnt it…things have changed but i irgnored his text…simple hello means nothing to me..i want more than that, for 2 days of not getting text from him and he will just text me with that message..I do think i deserve more than that..4 hrs later his texting me this msg "sleeping na? goodnight" but still i did not reply. Since he can ignore my text, then why should i not do the same…Ive realized  that ive been so understanding with him and i allowed him to the point of ignoring me, then ishould change my style right.. since all of this things  are  just a game to him, why not change some moves… i dont know whats install for me today but i do hope that i wont be temped to reply his text…

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mixed emotion

April 5, 2007

 i dont know if i still have to believe on what he texted me this morning..He was sorry for not texting prior to that day…his reasons was his having a  13 hrs OR, and too busy to load..i dont know if i still have to buy on that crap…cause i still do believe in that saying "if theres a will theres a way" he just dont know how depressed i was that day and before the day ends i texted him to stop this whole thing cause i hate waiting and leaving me stranded…i always have this feeling that maybe his just too gentle on letting go of me…i dont know how to figure him out…but still he denied that he havent receive my text…so to cut it short and since he did not ask what that message about, Again im giving him another chance as if nothing happends..he told me that we would be busy for two day and he will just text me this coming saturday..I still do like him so much that whatever he says il just agrree on it.. and besides we dont talk about whats this relationship of ours is all about…so whatever it is il just savor each day may it good or bad as long as its with on the guy that makes my day a lot brighter…

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deeply wounded

just in time for holy week…its like im experiencing the stations of the cross..im feeling deeply wounded today, i hope this wont take so long cause i might not be able to endure the pain..

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