" dying inside"
April 29, 2007Everything has been erased, first it all started on my digi cam ive pressed something it as ive checked my pics "no images found" ,and the worst part of it….i havent transfered all the pics in my pc.huhuhuhu its like ive lost a part of me again, week after that my sim was blocked and i dont have the Puk code to open it. So need to start again with my new EMPTY sim..EVERYTHING is EMPTY.spiritually EMPTY! im emotionally EMPTY! no love life…my friends are busy with there lives..no one to hang on…. financialY EMPTY! JUSt paid all the bills…mentally EMPTY! im totally blank…After everything thats been happening to my life i feel like an EMPTY SHELL AGAIN..wondering whats in store for me…Maybe theres a reason for this. Im tired of solving and figuring out my problem…Other than GOD…sometimes i do wish that there would be someone out there who would is attentive enough to listen all the pain that im going thru..sincere..not judgmental and someone whom i can trust…and most of all someone who wont ask something in return from me after. Ive always been a "friend" to my friends…but every time i need one, i have no one except myself…I cant even pour it out to my parents cause i know they wont understand..for sure instead of asking them to listen to my pains… il be getting from them would be there SERMONS and aside from that i dont want to them to worry…im emotionally down today…cant help but cry….my problem is not that BIG compared to others…im not asking any fast solutions…all i want i someone who will listen…..and would care to know that i do still EXIST
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