Goodbye Mr.OR

This time around i will confront him about "US" i know its not good to confront him cause its like im sweeping him away from me, ive been trying to understand him, but as ive  said before everytime i want it off he always asked me to stay…STAY???! for what???! thats what ive been thinking about…his just good with words but no actions..havent seen any effort that he have excerted. Mr. OR is a resident anesthesiologist, they must be good with words or making a person feel comfortable right before the operation..maybe his applying techniques on me..which works pretty well…That must be one of the reason im stranded with this kind of relationship (FULL OF LIP SERVICE) Im planning to end it and move forward…his been so unfair. Its like a one sided relationship..ive told him about my past relationship before and how stupid i am to go for that kind of guys..but as days past ive realized that Mr. OR and my ex's are alike… No wonder i like him..I hate myself for giving time…my all for that type of guys…I must fix myself before entering a new one..if not il just love myself more..And i wont allow any GUYS to hurt me again…i think its time for me to sing the song "IRREPLACEABLE" by Beyonce I really love the lyrics of that song" youve got me twisted..you must not know about me..i can have another you in a minute" i can have another you by tomorrow…Since im not youre everything how about il be nothing ..Nothing without you, I wont shed a tear for you….i wont lose a wink of sleep…………..replacing you is just so EASY!" Well i hope its EASY for me..GOODLUCK to myself then…i hope il be brave enough to talk about ending it tomorrow…..